Day 90: The Decision

Today is day 90. How did it become day #90? Well, I'm not really sure except that it's more awesome than day 91.

With roughly 3 months to look at my life from a truly temporary perspective, I wonder what realizations i'll have. Will I suddenly become a sentimental person? Will I tie up loose ends? Will I rekindle relationships long forgotten? Will I try to fuck that girl i've always wanted to but never had the guts to try?
I doubt it, to be honest. It's not like I have terminal cancer or something. For the sun shines today also, (was that Emerson? ha ha.) and I plan to live my life as I always had, but with this new perspective. I'll go to work, I'll have a social life, I'll date, I'll celebrate and then I'll check out.
I guess, though, on the day I decide this I should probably say why. Though, I simply can't define it. That's what this blog is for; to define through public record: "why"?